I think I'm just a stupid girl when it comes down to it. I took him back, let him stay, let him apologize and explain. He even brought me a peace offering, and his reason for not even calling was because he didn't want to get yelled at, and that he didn't have his bike pump to fix his flat tire so he had to wait until morning. I believe it, am I stupid to? Luke and I have been through so much together, I can't forget how amazing he was when my ex-roomate and ex-best friend put me through hell because she is a selfish coward!!! Or when I was in the car accident how he took care of me, I couldn't even get out of bed on my own and he was there. I just wish things could be normal for us, we would have an amazing relationship if we didn't have to worry about money. Thats the main stressor/trigger in our relationship, I hate money, its only important when YOU DON'T HAVE ANY!! I love Lukasz and I don't want to be without him, but things are going to have to change because I can't live like this. I'm going to camp in June and I don't know if I can trust him! Anyways, on a good note, I got my appeal for my S&O, I have to redo a paper in order to get the 2% I need to pass, it shouldn't be that bad though, I'm not worried. So that is something good that is happening I guess. Also yesterday was my last CT scan (yay!) and I have my last Trauma Follow-up on May 3rd, I'm so excited! That means this whole accident ordeal will finally be over! I will never forget what I have learned during these 3 months of pain and suffering. It will affect my future practice forever.