I saw her today at work. It really bothered me, what she did to me, how could someone do that to their best friend!? After all those years of best-friendship, what could have I possibly done to deserve to be abadonned and treated the way I was by her and her mother. I don't get it, still to this day almost a year later. This will always be heavy on my heart. I hate her for leaving and sticking me with this shitty apartment and shitty roomate. I bet she gets off thinking about how she fucked me over, how powerful she was over me when she did this. Everyday I spend in this apartment is another victory for her. I want to explode with so many emotions when I see her, hatred, sadness, and violence. I wish I could tell her how she makes me feel, what she has done to me over this past year without being in my life. I'm not saying I want to be friends with her ever again, and I'm sure the feeling is mutual, its just that I can't believe we're not friends anymore. I always believed that we would be friends forever. I guess you can't count on anyone in this world. I hope she fucking dies a slow painful death, she fucking deserves it.