hey, it's been a long time, alot has happened. i feel alot better with my family (excluding my brother) now. My boyfriend wrote me the most amazing note, I'm going to keep it forever, I love him so much, he's amazing. Here's a little of what he wrote "From the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew we could be something beautiful, something special and unique to the most degree" I love him soo much, he means so much to me, I don't know what I would do without him. I just wish we could stop the fighting, when we fight, holy shit it's bad, but when it's good, holy FUCK is it ever fucking incredible! Well that's all for now.