I'm so mad that I'm actually really calm and collected on the outside but inside I feel like I could explode at any second. How dare she say those things about me. What the fuck ever, she is going to get hers soon enough, trust me on that one. I don't love him because he is selfish, spoiled, self centered, self absorbed, conceided (sp?), ignorant, a liar,and a hypocrite, amongst other things. He's 25 years old and still mooches off his parents (who he knows don't have enough money for all their bills) yet he works two jobs to pay for what? Probably his blow or beer. Wow, what a winner! Now honestly, tell me, who would actually love someone like that?! Not I! Sorry, maybe if he changed, I could love him again, but not now, not how he is now. Never. On the brighter side of things, my new job is awesome. I love the people there, the environment is so much better, everyone works together and not against each other like at the grocery store. Everyone is happy to be there not like at Loblaws. The management is amazing (I guess I'm biased because I am a night manager!) I had a really wierd dream last night, I dreamt that I was pushing a stroller in the park with Luke and then it started to rain and the path that we took to get there was gone so we were stuck there. I don't know what it means, but I hope someday I do have a baby with Luke, we'd be such great loving caring supportive parents, not like mine or his. Actually that's not totally true, my dad would be such a great parent if my mom wasn't the way she is and the money situation wasn't the way it is for him. I feel bad for him and I wish that they would treat him better, don't they understand they are nothing and have nothing without him!? He pays their bills, buys their food, brings home the money for them to spend on ridiculous shit. I can't wait for the day he finally stands up to them and they see that they're fucked without him, then they'll start treating him better.