No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be fated to telling only lies [Chorus:] But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through [Chorus] Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4] No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one knows how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies [Chorus] No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes. This song is pretty much how I feel right now, no one knows what its like to be me, or have gone through what I have. No one knows what I feel or think. I can't take it anymore, I wish I had the guts to end this whole stupid thing, I know in my last entry I had said I was going to, but something stopped me for whatever reason and now I have huge, not so deep gouges on my arm, great, and I start waitressing tomorrow, how am I gonna explain this. Great. Atleast I will be able to pretend, I've done it all my life, why not now!?