i threw his picture away today..i was cleaning my room trying to clean out everything i dont need..my mom is on spring break so we are spring cleaning..she has destroyed my brothers room and she says mine is next..so i decided i would destroy the room that i just got finshed cleaning.. anyway i was going through my keepsake box and i found his picture and for the first time i wasnt sad i was mad because i had kept it for way tooo long. then i found two more and cut them up into little pieces..waste of my time..4 years..that is so sad to say..i am just so i happy i can truly say that i dont like him anymore..go me..lol..one thing i have learned is that i dont need a guy to make me feel better..i learned this after not talking to phil for a month..there are still days i want to just push send on my phone just to hear his voice.. but i truly think i am over him...he was just one of those people that when i was sad he ALWAYS knew the right words to make me feel better and he made my heart melt..he didnt care how smart i was..what kind of clothes wore..but then he changed and i got smarter..and now it has been 1 month and 2 days and 16 hours and 8 minutes..lol..i feel a lot better now!! i think