well i haven't been on here in forever..but i'm really bored so i guess this will pass my time. this summer has sucked..i no longer work at target..i think i got fired but i'm really not sure. i just couldn't go back. it has been over a month since i have set foot in that store. i love my job at loving arms. i love working with kids and my boss is one of my best friend's mom..so it works out nice. i work every weekday 8-5:30. then i come home, change, and go to kelley's. that is my life. i think i am going to die sept 2 because that is the day she is moving to st. cloud. i guess i will just have to go party with her every weekend. i love that girl. she is the best friend i have ever had. she has stuck with me through everything. i lost the girl i called my sister. she wants nothing to do with me. she acts like my mom is her best friend..even though we both know how we feel about her. but she is getting close to my mom because she knows that will piss me off. its working. i also lost my britts.. she won't talk to me either. i can't decide how i feel..but what i will say is that i love her to death and i am really lost without you. one person i am afraid to lose is my boyfriend. he is amazing, and adorable, and makes me feel beautiful. but i don't get to see him very often. it makes me sad. but just because i never see him doesn't mean that i should break up with him. if he is using me then you can say i told you so. but i don't think he is. so drop it. i'm so sick of people telling me what i should do with my life. i'm big enough to make my own choices..even if i know that they aren't good. i love this growing up stuff..it is bundles of fun