so i failed another class..which means i might not graduate next year..i have to retake spanish 2..and i am not going to get into any college that i want..i have screwed up my life big time..i have gone back to my old habits..i cant be an angel for long i guess..i love my friends..and they help me through everything but i guess i didnt know that some dont like when i talk about my problems..i know thats what my parents pay that scary man $100 an hour to do..but sometimes you just want to talk to the people that mean the most to you..but i guess i know now so i wont bring it up..sorry.. britty and i are closer than ever right now because we are going through the exact same things..we talk all the time..but it isnt happy anymore..we dont really laugh..usually we just cry..i have so many regrets in my life that i wish i could go back and change..but i cant..i honeslty wish i could go back to last summer and redo everthing..i hate my life right now..and i have nobody to blame but myself....