I'm just a normal girl that lives in a lonely town to small to mention florida.... my day is usually night.... i write poetry and i love hanging with my boy and his friends.... they are amazing all of them.... so what's the problem????? well let's see... there are bad memories from my past that haunt me... even to this day. so here is what all that lead up to.... I met a boy and i started to like him... and he was a friend before a boy friend.... and he treats me like a princess... we are suposed to be moving together soon... that's all fine and dandy.... except it scares me because of my past.... the last boy i met that stole my heart was well not a very great person... he hurt me in every way imaginable.... so why should that bother me now well.... this boy i love now.... they used to be friends... basically... i'm just afraid to get hurt and i know he woildn't do that... he's not y ex's.... how come when i'm with him i am oh so fine... but when he is gone.... yeah... let's just say.... it hurts... i guess this all boils down to is a question.... why do you always feel ok with a realationship until your past pops into your mind like a bad ghost haunting a mansion? it's simple... when you find the one... deep in your heart when they aren't around you... you can't be happy... because you know they aren't there with you... i believe in soul mates and karma... i am a wiccan... enough said i think that maybe i got that all out...i'm gonna go now... Miriah