Ok.... so i think that maybe just maybe i am losing my freakking mind.... either that or this is all a dream.... my mom and dad happy for me.... What!? there is no way.... and my friends love him... omg... i have never had everyone i care about like my boyfriend... EVER!! it's a nice change... i wish i could stop thinking about how much i miss him.... He doesn't even know how much i care... or maybe he does... anyways... i love him.... i'm officially moving to missouri with him even my mom is helping get us there.... and she wanted me to live in texas with her,,, it amazes me... how happy she is.... She said she knows his mom.... and they get along... WOW!!! so yeah.... my mom has no problem with him or his family... it's great.... my dad though.... he thinks of me as his baby... i'm the oldest.... but the ONLY girl.... not counting my step sisters... i have 3 step sisters 7 step brothers a half brother and a biological brother.... i am the oldest girl.... the secound oldest of.... 13... you know counting me..... that's alot of family right there.. lol well i gotta go... it's night time... i'm gonna go battle with myself to go to sleep Miriah