ok i am feeling a little better... basically because it's daytime.... day is always easier then night... today my dad is gonna get me so i can go eat dinner with him... then i am moving back with him for a few days... ok weeks... My dad... he's a difficult man... but aren't all men... isn't life ironic.... when your a teenager... you get so happy... then so sad all the time.... my mood changes are a bit difficult right now... during the day i am generally happy... i mean the sun is up i'm awake don't need to do much but the usual... but as soon as the night comes.... it's like hey... i am alone... when he isn't there i can't smile.... it's all good though... because soon i will b e with my best friend... my brother.... playing video games and chilling... it's gonna be a blast! here's hoping all goes well Miriah