ok so December wins again....this is a bad month... lets begin at well... the begining.... everything seemed great i was with the perfect guy who i moved with frm florida... nce war florida.... to missouri... cold ass missori... and he well.... dumped me after a week of being here... i am still living with him.... but it's hard to know that we won't be together again then after that things got a little bit better i go a job.... well now i know that i have the worst job... i hate it so much... it sucks... i spilled milk shake onmy new cell phone.... now it dosn't work.... then the other day my best friend died in a car accident.... he had another friend with him... another young life lost to the drunken road so yeah christmas isn't going to well... and i relly hope that the month gets better.... it would help if i wasn't so heart broken.... felt so alone.... having an emo month