Listening to: Psychopatchic records.... Blaze and ICP
Feeling: pissedoff
OK... you know how when you get to that point in the relationship where you start messing around and you get used to fooling around everyday..... until one morning you wake up and think.... oh god... not today....
Yes your period came.... It's fucked up really cause then your only place is the shower and of course your man can't tear himself away from his video game long enough to join you.... but after you get out he wants to nibble your ears and kiss your damn neck.... oh yeah now he is in the mood to fuck with you.... which usually is great but oh no.... here comes the cramps so of course now you are bitchy cause your in pain.... and he takes it as if you just grabed his balls and twisted them.... which you didn't....
so now not only do you have like the worst crampsever but all you want is his touch for him to be close... but your all bitchy and bloated.....
it's not lady like to fart in public or spit but it's ok to bleed from your crotch every month for a very painful week?????
i hate my period it fucks everything up... sometimes i wish that they didn't exist... fuck child birth the world doesn't need anymore stupid fucking people in it.... most people don't even need to have kids....like the people that can't spell there own names or the ones that can't take care of them selves.... i really think that god fucked up everything by deciding that it was ok for woman to have periods....
It's gay it's painful and it's stupid.... it's like let's throw a period in at the worst possible time.... while they are you know doing it on the day it wasn't supposed to come.... yes that is straight bull shit
anyways... i guess i am done bitching about my period now.... not like anyone will read this....
it just feels better to write about it.... and i think that now i may be able to get through the night of don't fucking touch me cause everytime you do it makes me want you.... and i can't have you cause i'm on my fucking period....
xxx