so anyway, bluestar reunion today-
hey, so anyway happy christmas everyone! today was our blue star thing at dave and busters and i saw everyone from my cabin except lia. >who was with us in spirit, anyway< theres a video of me and sarah playing truck driver>I GOT TO HONK THE HORN!here - www.myspace.com/suits_ties_handguns_lies
it was so much fucking fun, and sarah made me a mixtape!!! SCENEHXC! then i came home and finished a thrid wall of my room. it looks AMASING!!!
check it out~~~
and guess what i got for christmas!>!>!>!>!>
so anyway, i'm pretty sure fed left today, but when he comes back, he'll have internet and yeay!tomorow i leave with my dad's side of the family >blehh< to fuckin like central florida or some shit like that. but i got my camera, and my cd player >old school!!< and i hope i wont have to shoot myself. :)! ah fuck, i just remembered that i have homework for my acting tutor. HOLY SHIT, hes like 70 and is fucking AMASING. i love love love his classes! ah.. get this shit- i've been trying to sleep regular time, right? liek 11:30, 12ish? okay so i sit there and i'm tired, and you know how you are jut resing untill you actually fall asleep, well sleep hasnt exactly been coming. yeaah. so two nights ago i fell asleep at 5 fucking something, and last night around 6. fine, i get it, "no more good dreams" yeah yeah, well i'd rather wake up screaming than not sleep at all. its probably my pills, but theres no way in hell that i'm going to stop taking them. i'm all... idno, i think more i guess. which is good, i've been really nice to my mom, and quiet when i want to kill her lol. so mabie i'm not happier, but i'm controlled more? w.e. i like them. so anyway, its 12:05 now and i want to shower now. LOVE