i HATE my school. i'm not alowed to feel any emotion whatsoever. no one here likes me, and the 8th,9th,10th,11th and 12th graders are DICKS to me. for nothing. really. i've NEVER said a WORD to half these people and when me and fed are walking together, we get screamed at "EMO" and "SLIPKNOOOOT" and bullshit like that. when i'm upset about something and just want to be left alone in the courtyard, i get yelled at. like "AWW GO CUT YOURSELF". i dont even say anything to them! aleja must be right, hmm? no one likes me. so now fed is mad at me, and is saying all his pathetic shit like "pulling the pity card". and i SWEAR, of ALL people to say that. i had to deal with his bullshit for a YEAR. WAAHHHH MY GIRLFRIEND HATES ME BOO HOO. he came to my crying. i'm serious- CRYING. now lets see.... if I was 16 and head over heels in love with some bitch, I WOULD ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HER ANYMORE. hes not really smart. if he wants me back, hes not exactly trying really hard by bitching me out. so i guess he'll learn somehow. but of course, i'm here in the courtyard wating from him. and of course when he sees me its going to give him a huge ego boost, and he will get all pissed and such. so maybe i should leave and let him cry. i want to. but hey, what else am i supposed to do? juans here. GO AWAY. eww i keep smiling. STOP TALKING. he keeps talking about nothing. PLEASE DEAR GOD. oh good. i just gave him my AIM. smart, smart smart. i'm really hungry. i think i'll go eat if i have money.