well me and fed are back together. i do think that its going to work this time. i told him about meinie. and that must have been the right thing to do, because he told me that he actually did love me, despite what i was led to believe with all of the "i dont love this ariel anymore"s. but oh god, i hate what i did and how i hurt him. truely, i was a bitch. well, CAMIS BACK! AAAAAAAAAACK! i'm fucking THRILLED. that kid is amasing. lol but not more amasing than fed, of course. i've lost so much weight because of these stupid fucking pills. i dont even get hungry anymore, this is rediculous. but w.e., you know, i did it to myself. but come ON, throwing up is NO fun. so anyway, i'm alot happier, now that i have a few things i dont have to worry about anymore. no more drama with fed, and meinie, and danielle. mehh. hah, feds being such a god boyfriend now, but he said i'm being mehh. i cant see how, but i'll do what i can to make him happy. i havent talked to grace in a while, i hope i'll get to see her soon. shes famazing too. ADCK, i think feds parents loathe me. and hey, thats never good. this summer or spring break, i'm going to visit lia and jupiter. i'm so fucking excited! my moms here. LOVE