i feel like such a jerk... i broke up with my 'boyfriend', but to me it doesnt really count, it was only a week, i think, but i didnt have the same feelings for him as he did for me... but i guess he really liked me, whatever it was a week, we barely knew each other... hes too god damn sensitive, he started crying, & said he wasnt going to school for 2 weeks, & he didnt feel like doing anything, i felt really bad too because i kind of giggled, but not on purpose, & he was like your fucking happy, & wow, im such a mean/bad/jerky person, but what was i supposed to do, go on pretending, thats a lot worse, but i dont know, i swear, i lost all my feelings over night, nothing is significant anymore, what the fuck.