i had a strange dream last night. & im feeling very insufficient... somethings holding me back from doing what i need to do... but, who cares...
... why do i want to cry? theres nothing to cry about, but i think thats the problem. i have nothing, no one, i need something, someone...
... what im trying to say is i need a friend, i know i have friends & most of them are cool, but i need someone i can really talk to & hangout with & do stuff that i cant do now... i dont know how to say what im trying to say, so im going to stop...
goodbye.
O_o maddie
talking about...?
like honestly...
I dont have friends anymore, and that is the bitter truth, i cant talk to anyone how i feel about anything,
but mabe the problem is i have too much time to myself, and maybe the problem is we dont hang out with people enough in general. But im looking forward to seeing you, i dont do anything anymore, literally