hah that lasted long

Feeling: blasphemous
whatever, how about i just dont write as much. well, school is going alright, the people i hang out with are cool, but i still want to transfer to foothill. i really dont have much too say, except im getting that stupid feeling again, the one where what you have is not enough, lammmmeeee, it would probably help if i switched schools too, because i cant be myself there. man, i cant wait until the summer... i think im gonna live at the beach, im not joking, the life as a beach bum/hippie sounds awesome too me, & if i get my van when i turn 15, (even though i wont have my permit or liscense yet) i can drive it down to the beach, since its only a couple minutes away, & ill just sleep in my van, dude, that sounds so great, ill bring my guitar, surfboard & my cd player, & ill be set. pee ess- wanna see some cool pictures from mammoth, of course you do: this is what real iscles look like- isnt this one pretty: & so is this one:
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I thought I knew what 'ridiculous' was, until today. Coconut, you are an idiot. Stay in Oxnard.
I think that the VW van down the street from us, you know, that really bitchen one, is a sign, because it has been for sale for a long time, I think that will be your van, and if you get it when you turn 15, well that's not that far away... you sound like my dad. I went to dinner with him, and he told me he is moving back to Silverstrand, he was there all day yesterday, and today, he said "this way, I can ride my bike there, and watch the surf"
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you remind me of him. lol. hippie! wooo. haha. I'm growing my hair out, and keeping it curly. I'm sick of this short shit, and having to straighten it, and then it just going back to being curly. we can both be hippies. haha, but yeah, that van is yours. i can feel it. call me. we need to do something.

love,
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hey hey alexa bo bexa! thanks for your comments! it really means a lot and im glad you like that pic of me and my neice.... oh i got a new diary so check it out some time.. its paperispasse.. oh and im glad you agree. saved by the bell is so cool. kelly kapowski is my idol! hahahaa.. oh yeeeeeeeeaaaa alright leeetaaarrr
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WOW your journal is fucking great, and i love your pictures. o yes im living with you in your van, sounds like a plan. Anywyas fuck you sixshooter, i saw his webpage, what a dumb mother fucker, i bet you he spends all day on that fucking waste, that not even his mother will look at.
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