Listening to: choking v. - in hell
Feeling: unmotivated
oxnard oreintaion,
well it sucked ass! the people suck, the staff sucks, the whole school sucks...
i cant go there, theres NO way! damnit, i belong at foothill... & im on the damn waiting list, but the gay secretary said i probably wouldnt get in until next year!!! & im like, no!!! theres gotta be a faster way, so im making my mom call again, bribe if you must, i need to get in!
so, this weekend im going camping on the coast with el-amy-o, 2 days & 2 nights of nothing but surfing, helll yesss... but im not sure if we can get a campsite, damnit! but we can still go surfing...
& dominque told me im allowed at her house again, & she wants me to spend the night & hangout with her & her crew when she has independant study, but i already told her i was gonna go with amy, so i think the purpose of all this, was to make me choose her over amy & im not gonna choose any sides, damnit!
oh & tawny, dont even get me started... this whole situation is fucked, i hate it! :-( & theres nothing i can do :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( ...
:'(.
oh yeah i finally got my l.o.c & choking v., cds & now im not really into them, damnit there goes 25 bucks...
:'(.
peeeee, really
bad.
that does suck.
but, see, you can do someting about it...
kill the secretary.
what goes up, must come down. and vice versa.
camping this weekend will purify you and cure us all.
sides- whatta a no-no. you can just not come tomarow if you like, id understand. and now chandler says hes going to go after school. god hes so moody.
later love
guilty thoughts of you.
elisha
~Kaylie
ps no one gives a fuck that your a miserable bitch who follows the rule misery loves company toodles