okay so today i went to the mall & i bought one of those lingerie things from victoria secret. haha there called private luxuries, what the heck? anyways, i dont know why i got it. i have no one to share it with, which just reminds me valentines day is on saturday, :-/. i was supposed to go to tahoe with alex but i dont like him & that would just give him the wrong idea. which brings me to another point, for some reason i cant like anyone. does that make sense? maybe its because everyone who likes me is retarded, or maybe im too picky, or maybe im retarded? i dont know, but its very frustrating. oh well, on valentines day ill go surfing, because me & elisha have a surfing contest in march, oh yeahhh, i bet we'll get sponsered, well see... okay... the end