i feel like writing so i am going to damnit... lately ive been feeling really weird & awkward & pissed & sad... i feel like im in my own world & everything around me is fake & no matter what i do it will never be like it was... why are people so careless as to how other people feel? but at the same time other people are so great, so i shouldnt complain... this summer has been cool, im always busy & never bored, which is unusual... yeah its funny how before summer starts you have this image in your head of what is yet to come... but for me it turns out the exact opposite, oh well i guess shit happens... well im going to be in a band & that is going to be really cool... yeah...