yeah get it from the title? today sucked it was the worst day that i had since April. it was going good until 3rd period where i heard a song that i dance w/ my x bf w/ at homecoming and i just started crying. Thanks Kristin u helped a lot otherwise i'd probably still be crying then fourth pd wasn't much better cause i started crying again and then i was ok i guess lunch kinda sucked too but sfanie finally out it into words i've been trying to figure out wth im feeling and how to say it and she said exactly what i was feeling that i dont hate him as much as i say i do and that nothers me well maybe not exactly but that i hate him so much but there is still this part of me that holds on to all the memories and doesn't let go and do u kno how tiring it is to be at war w/ urself everyday b/c of an idiot and im just so tired of it