ok the last entry was a bit harsh but i was really really pissed but now i dont kno what to think Kristin has a point that it may not be what i think i kno i have to talk to him about it and im gonna think of everything that i want to say but it may take a few days cause my brain is so fried at the moment im serious i can't really keep one thought about the whole situation in there for liek more than 5 seconds and i think i developed a permenant twich like my hand keeps shaking and i can't stop it yesterday and today ppl (Kristin and Mom) keep saying that he's not worth it but on of the things that bugs me the most is that i kno he is worth it but what hurts more than that is that i can admit that but he in love with someone else or explaining it to them... i just really need to talk to him but i need to know what to say first uhh i think i need sleep or something so yeah goodnight