i have all these friends yet idk who i could trust anymore and who will actually be there when i need them. at some point i want to just come clean and confess to someone about all the stupid crap i did. if i do that tho, ill feel like something im not. my 2 best friends were talking about me and i was rite there. it were as if i were invisible to them, like i couldnt hear wat they were saying. i gave them a nasty look and they called me a bitch. im trying to get over it but idk if i could i mean i love them....their like the sisters i dont have they noe me inside out but at the same time they can piss me off so fast its like i wanna punch them...but i cant....