the past two/three weeks ive been going to his deli like place and the hottest guy works there. he seems about 16/17, has dirty blonde hair and like hazel eyes if im not mistaking. he is sooo hott and two best things is that 1 my mom knows his parents :) and 2 hes grk :) today i went in there w/ my cousins and i placed my order and then my cousins kept opening the fridge to get something to drink and just left it open and i kept talking to them in grk and then my little cousin was like can i get this and i was like get w/e u want and then she was like no its ok i was liek get w/e u want but today in grk and he was like yea not tomorrow in grk and looked over and smiled at me and i was blushing like crazy! then the other few times that ive been there hed smile at me, not charge me for half of the stuff i got and my mom knows im crushing on him and shes totally cool about it but now im just trying to get together w/ their family or something so i can finally get introduced to him. the past few days during my study halls ive been coming up w/ these poems and they just come to me...its wierd. its not like there meant for anyone ::cough:: yea they are ::cough:: the other one is also mine....its the first poem ive written in a looongggg time. this is my second: I dream of us together and how great it could be Then i realized that you dont care about me This brought tears to my eyes and htred filled my heart It was not you that i hated but myself, for not telling you how much I cared about you from the start You thought I cared for someone else but it is you that i care for I wake up in the morning and hope that you'll notice me in school When i sleep, I dream about that day that you held me so close in your arms I keep playing that pictured in my head and hope that I wont have to wake up so that I can be in your arms forever!