i cut my first two classes today and yesterday i cut the first three. my teacher called my mom and now shes super pissed and she wants to take me out of my current school and put me into a private school. in a way i would mind it and in a way i wouldnt. i like my school, or ive convinced myself that i like it. idk anymore. some kid told me to fuck off and go back to cutting myself and i got so upset and well yea thats basically it. oh yea and my mom went thru my bookbag and found all my shit and its a good thing i didnt have any cigs or blades in it. but i did have this one book with poems and shit and the poems arent the best. meaning there about death and crap and well yea they werent meant for her to see. and my slutty friend told me to not be shy and to be like her. yea ok no way in fucking hell that im gonna be like her. today she was giving guys hickies in the hallway and was all over them like ok if ure horny take it somewhere else, like maybe a room not in the middle of the hallway. and well yea i cant think of anything else......