last night i gotinto this big thing with one of the guys that was over my house. we were talking and then he just had to remind me of the stupid thing i did last year. he was like oh well if u knew anything about him ud noe that u were the one that killed his confidence. he made me feel realllly really cheap. in the past week hes the third person to have reminded me of that incident. ill be honest i dont regret doing w/e i did but i do regret what happnd afterwords (if that makes any sense). i dont cry easily and i cried myself to sleep last night. the one person that truly cared about me and i went and hurt him in the worst possible way. no words can describe how sorry i am. he was my best friend thru anything and everything i was going thru. he was there for me whenevr i wanted. sometimes when were talking hell say everything im about to say as if he could read my mind. if your reading this im really really ::sorry::