oh man i havent written in such a long time!!! hs started.....so much fun.......lots of hw tho.....my classes are ok.......so confused.....dunno wats going on around me.....started most of my old habits again....cutting....smoking.....leaving stuff for last minute.... i feel lonely and confused and even tho i have lots of ppl that love and care for me for some reason i dont feel like i could talk to them about stuff....it seems like everyones turning against me when there not....lost and confused....