This has been a very bad week for me. Some one who I've always looked up to is being accused of some very bad things. I don't want to see them apart. I don't know what to believe but I know nothing is ever going to be the same. Why now, why is this all coming out now? I'm trying hard to deal with this all but I don’t know if I can. It helps being around my friends but its hard to make my self do anything. I need more time.