Heavens not a place you go when you die....

Listening to: The Spill Canvas
Feeling: intrigued
Staring at a ghost across a table set for two, This is the last call before the credits roll. The charm of silver screen depression saturated in alcohol It's so seductive Filtered through tobacco haze. It's so fucking intoxicating, The way they glimmer through the grain and make dysfunction such a fashion. Jimmy Stewart suicidal_sex_appeal. The alcoholic is the last true hopeless romantic. Stumbling and smelling of stale gasoline, Making James Dean speeches to an empty room. Audrey left some lipstick on her cigarette in the ashtray With a note scrawled on a napkin saying "This is glamour" This is where Hollywood cues the delusion That everything looked this blue through Sinatra’s eyes. What America needs is another worthwhile overdose. Celestial bodies constructed on set, Destined to explode in the headlines. Another dry martini and a methamphetmaine. Godspeed Norma Jean, I hope you saved us one last sleeping pill play it again For me. The tragedy of a track marked beauty queen. The starlet in the magazine. She looks all right to me. She looks so good to me. But there's something in the way she moves, like I want to. Make me want you. Tonight I feel like fame, dreary and estranged. I'd scratch through glass not to be without you.
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yea that parts ruff. Well maybe not in that respect but just to have had some sort of relationship with you.
who wrote your entry? it's unique
lol oh it's cool in a vintage sort of way
lol well if you like vintage stuff, then you're cool in a vintage way
Well I think you're really cool
lol how could I forget!?
haha my french is gettin worse in worse. Je suis tres jaloux de votre chum.
it means im so jealous of ur boyfriend and yes i have its a pretty good movie
lol
i dont know hes lucky. Yea well I guess cuz its educational but like violent at the same time.
lol nah just not the right person for a lot of people
lol really? well at least he got to see you in person
lol yeah very cliche but there's plenty more fish in the sea (also very cliche)
lol well doubt people check my messages anyways. Life's been pretty good, its like day 2 but so far no one has said anything to Natasha, I just want some guy to fall madly in love with her haha
Yeah you're right, I thought the white was enough but I guess I might have to throw in some like little bunny rabbits or something..
lol, yeah but Natasha's like 16, I don't want people to think she doesn't even have breasts yet
hahaha voluptuous*, well yeah of course
bye, have fun
hello
Yeah, it's unfortunate that people would rather have it dead than alive.
well maybe a few but none who I actually had a relationship with
lol well in that case..
well whats wrong with your relationship?.. if you dont mind me asking
Have you thought of ending it?
i'm not that good with relationships, but whatever is best for you.
thats good, I mean if you're happy. He's a pretty lcuky guy haha
I've been ok I like college a lot better thn high school im only at school 3 days out of 5 and I'm pretty much the same. How have you been?
haha well yea i can see why
lol me and the girls huh, well nothin much in the way of that as usual.
haha (shhhh) I just didn't feel like being me anymore, kinda felt like doing it to see how people would treat me.
hey whatsup
lol i changed it around a bit but yea..
ahh.. i see.

*closet
starting over? what happened "last time"?

*closet
hey, you are new?!

*closet
ur welcome. and mines not so great. its pretty boring. ive never been so great w/ technology so i cant really spiffy it up.