One step closer to death #12: almost starved to death

You know, I honestly remember being moved when she ran on stage and practically screamed: "I heard a siren, a city waring, they said a new dawn arrives in the morning So I wait out tonight for the, the new sunrise They laid me to rest with an, an aberration I woke up the living dead colossally mistaken I ran through the streets and I broke down " lyrics by the distillers There I thought "this is the person I want to be, I mean really be." Boy, was I on crack or something. God knows she was. So why was it that all of a sudden that words such as: "Husam, who shot your daughter Asleep in the house of your father Husam, who shot daughter The girl who fell across the sea" lyrics by the anniversary decided "hey, i'm going to spark Meghan's interest" I am so confused, how did I all of a sudden become this big ... hippie? It's not like natural. I kind of miss it sometimes. The excitement, the ability to withstand any kind of pain, both mental and physical, the excitement that came with the fear of my life. I can't believe I let a couple of girls scare me out of my lifestyle. I can't believe I'm so pathedic. as;ldkfja;sldkfj
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meghan you're such a fag..

you're coming to jaylen's show with me tomorrow remember that!:)

call me when you get this if it's not past jaylen's show

i don't know if you have my number anymore it is..348-9484


xoxo
Leasha
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