I think maybe I'm showing off and I"m so self-conscious about it because I hate when people do that. Like "OMGZ COME SEE MY BAND WE ARE TEH ROXXORZ." or like "OMGZ I GOT INTO THE BEST SCHOOL EVERZZZZZ. IM GOING TO BE SUCCESFUL AND UR NOT." You know, crap like that. But is okay to be a little bit boastful? I try to be about things I know nobody else really cares about. Like what movies I saw, or how I'm going to coachella again. What not. Maybe people really care about that stuff and maybe I should stop. I don't know why I've been so concerned with everybody else lately when who I need to focus on is myself and how to survive these last couple of months. Things are just too busy for me these days and it sucks. I hate my life right at this very moment.