I dont know why jealousy gets the best of me sometimes or why I'm sad at school but I'm past it now and I see that the good qualities I was missing are now out in the open and I'm happy to be seeing a different perspective. I guess it's a cancer thing. We are such emotional people and I just happen to wear most of my emotions on my sleeve instead of hiding them. I try to but I know I'm a bad actress. This time I'm feeling okay. Genuinly.