It doesn't seem like anybody had a good new years when mixed with alcohol. I went to Josh's show and, ya know, danced and what not. Saw a bunch of old friend, some excited to see me... others kind of brushed me off. I guess I deserve it though. Anyways, back to the point of the story. Me and Nicole got really tired, bored and depressed so my friend Poje hooked us up with a waterbottle full of vodka. Two lightweights, 1 bottle of vodka = chaos. We were okay for a while just being drunk and what not. We ended up missing new years because we couldn't do anything but laugh and try to talk. At one point some boy named Evaristo came and we both (i think) had our midnight kiss around 1 ( I think) i am saying this all that I can remember because I don't know. If we did kiss, I know I probably sucked. Later all of his friends came over and started helping us up. Our rides had already ditched us. I, of course, threw up a few million times (attractive I know) and they decided that they would take us home. Thankfully, I could actually remember where I lived, which was not so lucky for nicole because she couldn't remember where she lived and nor could I. On the ride home we talked and the guy holding onto Nicole was freaking out because he was as well a little tipsy. All I really remember saying is "You guys are the nicest guys in the world", "I'm gonna throw up" and then at one point we were talking about coldplay and me attempting to sing it even though I really couldn't remember how that one song went. We got back to my house and Nicoles dad called, I told him she was really tired and that she was going to spend the night but he insisted on picking her up. SO i let her go the bathroom and then I went and had her lean against something and when I came out Nicole was gone and MY dad was standing right there. I tried to play it cool and asked him if Nicole had left and he said yeah and then something about "I'm worried about you guys drinking" and of corse like a drunk I said "We weren't drinking" I woke up the next morning and cried. The entire day I kept thinking about what could happen. THe boys taking us home could've gotten in an accident, Nicole could have died in her sleep. I haven't gotten up the nerve to call her yet because I have her necklace and she has my jacket and some cds.. I'm afraid her parents will never let me see her again and that they'll blame everything on me and she'll hate me too. I did try and call Evaristo but I couldn't figure out the last couple of numbers and some really old rude guy picked up and insulted me. What a way to start out the new years. I guess I hadn't thought about it that way.