hey everyone my heads so messed up just now i dont no what im feeling,for who or why im feeling it.im even gettin jelouse over people i have no right to be jelouse over!it sucks so much i dont no wats wrong with me.Im screwed up for no reason at all.No bodys done anything to me and iv not done anything.i just cant understand it.i dont have a reason to be sad and i cant figure out y i am it sucks so much i just feel like cryin all the time with out reason.i feel all alone even tho i no iv got loads of mates that keep me together the way its goin im gonna end up goin back to my old ways anyway best be off nothing to do and no one to see but im gonna go anyway.love ya Eli xXxXxXxXxXxXx