Hia everyone not writen in ages so thought i better. I'm starting to have feelings for someone but i dont know if its because my friends are saying he likes me or if i do actually like him. I was interested a while ago but didnt think anything would come of it because i didnt think he would ever be interested but yeh they were saying he was asking for me at a party and lets just say our eyes have me on a couple of occassions. But thats just me reading too much into it as usual so it will turn out that he was just looking for me at the party for # and that iv just been staring at him so much our eyes would have had to have met. Oh life is such a mess the ross thing is still upsetting me i know ppl dont understand this and i dont expect them to as they dont really know how much i rely on ppl so now no more trust for anyone i cant risk it. for god sake u would think i would learn after coconuts but alas i didnt. so yeh my life is a bit shitty but iv been going to the gym a bit this week its so much fun i love iteven if i do just go and have my diner after it and undo all the work i dont care its a great laugh with nina and size 8 oh cant wait till sunday to go again! cant wait for saturday either am going to ness with karin to see phil and all that lot so yay we will find out whats happening with the love life and yeh i think karin is giving ross my letter on saturday i just want him to read it so its out of my hands.Um wat else is happening well i was in the gym last night and guesse who walks in wen im all sweaty and red faced.......Harry Calvart lol oh well he never did fancy me even we... well yeh any way he has had his hair cut and doesnt look half bad um anything else...oh i didnt do too bad on my maths prelim got a 1/2 so yeh YAY they were bad marks for the grades but i still got it.Um me and stephie have finished our admin exam im so proud of us we survived but i dont think we would have been able to do it with out each other.........and the gask masks!LOL yeh so now we have to do all the past papers ahhh oh well we will get through it.anything else? oh laura has lost her voice the poor girl it seems like she really needs dom just now im just so happy she has him she deserves it now. Oh and rach is all loved up yay!!!!im so happy for her aswell.Oh and nina damn u all lol nah u know i love you.Hmmm what else to say...nope dont think i have anything left comment i need somthing to talk about . Love u all xXx