AH no way i just took about 30 mins to log on to msn and now im on no other cunt is!!!!!!!!!!!god such a pain!Oh well im sure someone will be on soon...i hope.anyway today wasnt too bad but i was right people are starting to notice that im not too great people keep askin if im ok and sayin that i look pale its nice that they care and it makes me feel a bit better but im not really up to talkin to anyone i feel so bad puttin all my stress on other ppl.oh thank god im saved ross and laura are online.im saved yeh so anyway nothin much has been happening school is really draging but at least iv just got tomoro untill the long weekend thank fuck.lkjha;o puhr pheourftahseofh wruhfa; wenuwrethaowrhga;owu rhfasjflsdjfij fsosdfelkasejf ei sorry felt like i had to do that do u think if u did that for ages u would start to subconciously write words...hm might go try it.ah well im bored now gonna go and pester some ppl talk later Eli xXx