I'm SOOOOOO tired for some reason . . . well, i guess i have been staying up until midnight and waking up at 5:30 lately, that might explain it! I didn't sleep very well last night . . . there's so many things stressing me out lately (to name a few): the quarter at school closing soon, family, life in general, work, college, combo, etc. All these things require effort and I'm becoming less and less tolerant and willing to function . . . all i REALLY want to do is take a long vacation in the winter (maybe in canada) and hang out with friends and family and just chill . . . i'm finding it VERY hard to get out of that train of thought. It doesn't help concentrate! And now that damn "Challenge Day" thing has me thinking about all the things I didn't say to anyone . . . everything I've kept secret that really hurts . . . I really need to cry, but I can't seem manage even that! What's wrong with me??? Maybe writing would help . . . that usually is like therapy for me! I just didn't want to announce everything to everyone . . . I think that being an individual also means to be able to handle some of your own problems or painful memories. The world can't ALWAYS help you out, then there would be no one to assist others because they would become so dependent on one another . . . wow, i'm rambling. SORRY! Yeah, so, I'm in deep thought right now, but really should be directing what little energy I have on hw . . . so I must go . . . later. - Addie