i've decided that i'm going to keep a private diary instead . . . sorry . . . i just don't think i can share everything . . . plus, there's something about handwriting your thoughts that really empty out stress that typing cannot accomplish. i'll still update this occasionally . . . it just will be more broad stuff though . . . ok, i'm so tired and really stressed that tomorrow's the last day before I.S. and we have to play in combo . . . ugh talk to u tomorrow