Well . . . it's a thursday night . . . i'm SOOOOO glad it'll be friday tomorrow . . . except, that doesn't do me much good, cuz this weekend, i have to put in some hours at work, write this big-ass personal essay for english, go to a pan gig (probably will take up my entire sunday afternoon), and christmas shop. i'm exhausted. i don't like to be tired for the holiday season . . . oh well, i guess i'll have to deal with it. Um, today combo went pretty well . . . surprisingly . . . lol. i didn't mess up too bad, hahaha, i was able to play an ENTIRE SONG without screwing everybody up! that's a HUGE accomplishment for me! hahaha! yes . . . it's sad, but i got forced into the part, so don't give me a hard time about it, hahaha. i'm just really worried about the concert NEXT THURSDAY cuz our combo as a whole is not ready. and i know i'll get nervous. and when i get nervous, i start to play faster . . . gah! i'm scared! um . . . school has been going better for me . . . i mean, i'm still staying up late, (like tonight) writing essays the night before and stuff . . . but what can i say? some things never change. lol. i'm really eager to get a better report card for this quarter . . . it would really help my parents attitude a lot! well . . . i have to get back to this dumb history essay due tomorrow . . . josh, hahaha, i'm at your office and it's like 10:30 at night! lol. anyway . . . hope u guys get some sleep and hope to see some of u on sunday afternoon at the pan gig! - Addie