Yeah . . . today was soooooooo shitty . . . i had to wake up at 6:30 AM (even though i didn't have to go to school cuz of a ear doctor's appt.) and then get all my forms ready for appyling for a visa for China. it was SO hectic because we had to have it all ready to be sent by 8 AM so FedEx could pick it up. BLEH! then . . . i had to drive to Bangor . . . i went to my ear appt. expecting it to be a normal checkup . . . then apparently my ear tube was out-of-place and stuck in my ear canal . . . so he decides to reach in there with this sharp instrument to extract it . .. OW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was SO hard not to scream! yeah .. . then i had to go back to school for art class . .. fun . . . not .. . WHERE WAS ABBY?!!!!!!!!! it was weird, expecting her to be there .. . and then she wasn't. wow, that was a lame sentence! i really missed all my pals today .. . really could have benefited from a good talk with them at lunch or something! *sigh* i'll have to wait until tomorrow . . . the thing is, i really need someone to talk to right now . . . i can't seem to relax!