I complain alot. So what. Whats wrong with complaining about reality? Meh. Okay. Starting off todays rant of hate, I'd like to bring in BECCA! She was here since sunday, she left yesterday. I went on VF today, and her and my "friend" were "cybering". I know both of them in real life, but I guess that doesnt matter. But why I'm so angry, is because I like becca still. Even though she broke up with me. I got jealous, I flipped. I dont know why either. I fucking hate the way society works. So I told Becca she no longer owns me. Whats the harm in that? Okay .... that was this afternoon ... But what happend yesterday, was so awesome. It started raining, and I went outside, and I was playing in it. It was hurricane wind blowing, which made it more fun. Then, A piece of hail hit me in the head ... Lmao. But the wind picked up more, and beccas stepmom, and her dads awning was flying all over the place, so I figured I'd go over there and hold it until the wind and rain died down... Figures I'd do something nice again. But it was fun! Mike comes home this weekend, I think. I miss him so much! ... I want a poptart .... And hes not here for me to steal one from his cabinet... Lol. I want to skateboard, he's got my board. So thats another reason why I want him here so badly. Err... I might go swimming soon, staying in this house is just annoying. Oh yeah! I wrote a new poem. But I lost it. Lol. I wrote it in an email, and copied and pasted it to my friend Keith, and kind of X-ed everything out. Oh how I am smart...