Dont say goodbye Dont try to hide I didnt know who I was Until i met you Am I made of glass, Cuz your looking right through me I lost myself, when you went away I cant see how I fucked up again All my tears wont bring you back Like a starving artist, Or a cutter on the rampage, I need to see your face, i need to hear your voice It hurts to see my tear staind face And my hands shaking uncontrollably I'll always wait in the rain for you Always, find me there. I fucked up again, I dont know how, Your taken away from me once more, I dont want to see you hurt, I dont want to see you cry, If I meant so much, Why did you let me go? The bloodshed I've went through, Allows me to feel, none but you. I'm falling .... will you catch me? Copyright of Tori. 5-19-04 This is the Poem I wrote yesterday. Anyway ... I said that I would write a later entry. Well, here it is. This morning was the 8th grade end of the year field trip. Meaning, that I didnt see Chris, Nor Mike. But I was with Shane. Who was named "The masked boob grabber". He had this Zorro mask, and, one minute he was Shane, the next, he was "The masked boob grabber". So yeah. Um .. No one was there this morning. Cept for Chelsea, and Ashley, Shane, Kyle, Manda, Alliey and Zach. I ran into a pole today! Yeah ... I wasnt paying much attention to anything... Oh well. And then, afterwards, I found out ANTHONY cut his hair. I was extremely pissed, and I woudlnt talk to him. I called Matt ... *Blush* For some reason, I'm never myself when I talk to him. I dunno why. Anywwho. Tomorrows my field trip, I shall be in orlando all day. Yay! I sit next to Zach the whole time .... which means, weird, and scary conversations. So, i might as well be on my way. Nothing else to talk about ...