LIFE SUCKS!!!!!why is it that every time i think i've made the right decision i end up regretin' it!?!?!?!?!?!?! i broke up with *him* today and he didn't even read the note he just assumed that it was break up letter!! i'm glad that it was cuz if it wasnt' he would hav ignored me for no reason! *to be on the edge of breakin' down and no one's ther to save u****welcome to my life* now i wish that i could go bak in time and not giv him that letter!!! why was i so stupid!!??!! i guess i just wanted to be free...i like flirtin' with guys...who am i kiddin'!!?? i LOVE flirtin' with guys and i don't like wantin' to flirt with guys and then feelin' guilty about it!!! *sigh* i guess i'll hav to deal...of course not only am i upset but i'm pissed off!!! he didn't even read the note and if he had he wuld realize that i still like him but i don't wanna go out with him!! he probably just threw the note away!!!! i hope he never speaks to me again!!maybe not never again...but not for a while....not until i cool off cuz i don't want to end up tellin' him off and hurtin' his feelin's!!! *sigh* the funny part is that a guy *he* got mad at for sittin' on my lap is the guy that gave him the note!!! i thought it was hilarious and as soon as *he* had that note in his hands i started shakin' and gettin' really nervous!!! but that's me...*sigh* now i've got my eye on the guy on the guy that gave *him* the note!! LoL...even tho he's got a gf!! we flirt all the time tho..oops...and so yea....but my friend likes him to!! talk about problem!! she knos that i like him and she hasn't said anything about bein' mad...i guess cuz she knos that i don't hav a chance with him..LoL!! well...i guess i'm gonna go...bye bye!!