(11)by gcrocks
Feeling: annoyed
URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TIL I'M OUTTA DIS HOUSE AND DON'T HAV TO COME BAK!!! MY FRICKIN' STEP DAD THAT DOESN'T DESERVE MY MOMMA FRICKIN' PISSES ME OFF CUZ HE THINKS I SHOULD GET IN TROUBLE FOR EVERY LITTLE THING I DO AND THAT MY LITTLE BROTHER GETS IN TOO MUCH TROUBLE FOR ALL THE BIG S*** HE DOES!!! I'M NOT THE ONE THAT KIX HOLES IN THE WALLS AND HITS MY OLDER SISTA JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT!!!! I DON'T SPIT ON NEIGHBOR KIDS AND THEN EXPECT THEM TO GET IN TROUBLE FOR HITTIN' ME!!! I DON'T MAKE MY OLDA SISTA LOOSE FRIENDS CAUSE OF THE WAY I FRICKIN' ACT!!!! WHY DOES HE HAV TO BE A SUCH A FRICKIN' A**HOLE!!!!! URRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG!!! WHY AM I FRICKIN' FORCED TO GO TO MY BROTHER'S GRANDPARENT'S HOUSE EVERY FRICKIN' WEDNESDAY NIGHT AND LOOSE TIME TO DO THE STUFF THAT ACTUALLY MATTERS!!! I HATE MY FRICKIN' LIFE AND I WISH MY MOM WOULD HAV NEVA MARRIED THAT A** SHE CALLS HER HUSBAND!!! THEN MAYBE I MIGHT ACTUALLY TALK TO HER MOR AND THEN MAYBE WE COULD BE MOR LIKE FRIENDS AND THEN MAYBE I WOULDN'T BE EMBARASSED FOR PEOPLE TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE CUZ THEY WOULDN'T HAV TO MEET THAT THING THAT'S SPOSED TO BE A MAN OR THAT MONSTER THAT'S SPOSED TO BE A LITTLE BOI!!!!!!!!! URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! ALL I WANNA DO IS RUNAWAY AND GET AWAY FROM THIS PLACE AND MAKE MYSELF A SOMEBODY INSTEAD OF A NOBODY!!! ALL I WANT IS A BETTER LIFE THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE THAT THING OR THAT MONSTER!!! A LIFE FULL OF LOV AND FRIENDS AND PEOPLE THAT LIKE ME FOR ME AND NOT FOR...whoa...got carried away...that's why people like me cuz i sure as hell ain't pretty and i ain't got no chest so show off...ALL I WANT IS TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER BUT THE ONLY WAY I CAN DO THAT IS TO GET RID OF THAT THING!!!!!!!(AND TEACH THAT MONSTER HOW TO BEHAVE!!!)of course i could never murder anybody cuz then i'd hav to deal with the guilt and that wouldn't be cool...and i ain't commitin' suicide cuz that would upset my momma and her family and my real daddy and his family!!! anyway...my day went pretty good until a few hrs ago rite after church....i was happy and hangin' with my buds and then i had to leave to go to the monster's grandparent's house...then it was all downhill. i hav nothin' else to say except stuff that i probably shouldn't put on the internet for the whole world to see...and my momma kinda has a friend with aim so she could look at my profile and clik on da diary link and then she'd see this and then she'd tell my momma and then my life would get even worse...so...bye bye!!
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I"m sorry..families are tough..I hate my life too..and my real dad is the same way, so don't worry..my parents aren't even seperated..so I"m lucky on that part, I guess..oh well..ttyl.
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