(29)by gcrocks
ok...i need advice...u kno that guy zach that i was talkin' about 2 entries ago and i said that i don't like him...well...him and rita broke up...and i started likin' him again...well...today my friend told him that i like him and she asked him if he would ask me out(he said no)and i got on the bus(which just happens to be the same one he rides cuz he lives 3 doors down) and started thinkin'...i said that i don't like him anymore...and i told my friend courtney(his ex)that and she refused to believe me at first but i think i finally made it clear that i didn't like him...well...i got home...and i started thinkin' about him...and i started wishin' that he liked me and that we could go out...and then i was just like...crap...i think i like him...but i don't wanna like him...but at the same time i do...but since he "knows" that i like him he probably won't talk to me(that's what happend last time he found out i liked him which i fixed by simply tellin' that i didn't like him when he asked me if i did)and now i'm not gonna be able to decide if i like him or not cuz i'm not gonna get to talk to him and that's how i usually find out if i like someone...i talk to them and if they'll flirt with me i like them...J/K...that's not tru...but i still won't be able to figure out wether i like him or not unless i get to talk to him...and i hav no idea what to do!! if anyone readin' this has any idea of what i should do tell me...PLEASE!!!! well...except for all that today was a pretty good day...it wasn't Valentine's Day!! YAY!! i hate Valentine's Day...it's just some stupid holiday made to make the people without Valetine's feel horrible....and it works!! uggggg! but anyway...tyler is bein' a real a**hole lately...but now that i think about it...b4 we started goin' out(October 29)he acted like that and it turned out that he was "flirting"(it worked cuz we were together until January 11!!) i just don't go along with it now...today i kinda got pissed at him...and i don't remember why...but my friend _ _ _ _ likes him so i'm gonna end havin' to talk to him sooner or later for her...uggg..well...i gotta go...i haven't finished all my homework yet...bye bye!!
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Well hopefully the whole situation with your "crush" works out. I don't really know what to say, other than the fact that sooner or later you will realize whether or not you truly like him. Good luck with that.

Today was a much better day than yesterday, I hate Valentines Day as well, I've always spent it alone.

♥Dizzle
who is _ _ _ _ ?? is that me?? CUZ I DONT LIKE ZACH ANYMORE!!
Its Bright Eyes..

[funkybreaht}
[Anonymous]
are u the anonymous's on there?
[Anonymous]
im the anonymous..sry i forgot to put my name
~rita...
what do u mean how did me and him become good friends?
[Anonymous]
You diary is SOO hard to read!!
check out my diary !!
Hope you had fun at the beach !!
what do you mean by my icons?? omg i like ur background.. did u draw that??
~margarita7477
[Anonymous]