omg...it's been so freakin' long since i've even looked at this site!!! o well...it's not like neone reads this neway... well...hmm...i went bak out with thadd from august 15 to august 19...he broke up with me and i suspected that he had been cheatin' on me when i saw him with a grl at the sk8in' rink like 3 hrs after he had broken up with me and he was all over her and i knew that they hadn't just hooked up...then i went out with a guy named zach...that lasted about 4 days and i broke up with him...then i found out from josh that thadd had cheated on me...and then i went out with josh from september 1st to september 21...he broke up with me b/c "we don't get to see each other"...which i totally agree on but still...while i was goin' out with josh i met a guy named tommy...i think he's a sophmore...but he's real cute and real sweet and he likes me and i like him and evrything but he does some stuff that i rele dn't like and i dn't think that he will be able to quit...well this past sunday me and my friend courtney called my ex tyler...and we talked for like 10 minutes but he had to go to work on a project((and by the way...his mom is my science teacher)) and then i called him again monday night and we talked for like 30 minutes with no awkward moments or nething...i was sooo happy...i miss him sooo much...he quit sk8in' and started playin' football and golf...i never thought that wuld happen!!! i dn't think that he likes me so i'mma just go with tommy but idk what i'll do if tyler does end up likin' me...a guy named sean is on the football team with tyler and he told tyler that i like him and that i wanna go out with him!!! i never said that to sean but he decided to tell tyler neway...i'm soo mad and i wish i culd beat sean up but i cn't do that at skool cuz i'd get suspended and that wuld be reeeaaaally bad!!! neway i'mma stop talkin' bout tyler cuz i'm tryin' to get him off my mind cuz i rele wish i hadn't talked to him in the 1st place cuz then i wuldn't be in this mess!!! grr u people readin' this probably think i'm the weirdest person ever!!but i am so i dn't rele care...i'm usually not so worried about guys...idk y i am now...but i gotta go...bye byez!!