blah...ok...today was good...then yrbook staff...cody...well...hav i said that i didn't think i liked him nemore? well i don't like him as much as i did...i mean...knowin' that a guy don't like u like that makes it hard to like him...but it's sooo hard not to like cody...i mean...he's annoyin' sometimes and he can be really rude...but...i mean...he's also funny and nice...not to mention sexy...hehehe...but neway...well...today i decided that i would be lyin' to myself if i said i didn't like him...i'm just gonna try not to think about him as much...which i usually don't really think about him all that much neway but if i do start to think about him i'mma stop myself...so...that means i gotta change the subject... i called josh last night...i told him that i broke up with david...then he hinted that he wanted me to ask him out and i just couldn't do it...so he was like "well i'll start for u" and it went kinda like this josh:will kristin:you josh:go kristin:out josh:with kristin:me josh:yes i will so...yea...well josh is in chorus with my friend lacy and she told me today that he told her that he don't wanna go out with me nemore b/c some other chik that he has liked for a long time asked him out or somethin' like that...so i told her to tell him that that's fine...i mean...i wanna end the skool yr single neway...and i won't be home much this summer...so i mean...it's not like we would get to see each other...plus...i looooove the beach((i'm sure i've said that before in here somewhere)) and i forget about everyone at home when i'm there...when i say everyone at home i mean all the guys...so i would be like flirtin' with all these guys and then feel guilty...so i guess it's best...but w/e...it's always like a long awkward silence when we're around each other...so yea...but neway hmm...i hav no idea what to say now...not much can happen in one day...hmm...well...there's nothin' else to say...well...atleast not that i can think of...i guess i'll go...bye bye!!