by gcrocks
Listening to: Everytime-Simple Plan
Feeling: blank
i hav no idea what is goin' on with me!! one second i miss *him* and the next i'm wishin' that i never had to see his face again!! the only thing that keeps me from thinkin' bout him is thinkin' bout this other really FINE(and i mean FINE!!)guy...blonde hair and blu eyes...how much better can u get!?! LoL...*he* has been flirtin' with like 3 girls ever since we broke up...he obviously never cared about me in the first place!!! i mean...he had told me one time that if i broke up with him i would be able to tell he was upset...LIAR!! he got over it so quick it hurt me and i was the one that broke up with him!! i was thinkin' bout tellin' him that i was in a bad mood and i wasn't thinkin' straight and that i didn't mean it but i figured he was happy just flirtin' with vanessa courtney and lacy(courtney and lacy r sposed to be my friends)i decided that if he got over it that quick he wouldn't want me bak so i just forgot about it and started thinkin' and talkin' bout chris...he's like the hottest guy in skool..literaly..and i kno that i wuld never hav a chance with him but he's really funny and i've heard that he can be really sweet...i just can't help it!! but i also think about cody(the guy that gave *him* the note) and the other cody(in my spanish class and kinda flirts w/ me sometimes)!! they're all cute but chris is the all time HOTTEST!! LoL...any way....idk what else to say so...i guess i'll think of somethin' else and write it tomorrow...it's not like anyone reads my diary anyway...so i'm technically writin' all this and no one cares...COOL...LoL...that's normal...bye bye!!!
~Advice Girl